How's the Weather Today?

is still Chinese New Year yaR.. ..
why leR?
dont feel like celebrating it .. ....
today still need to help father do the job

siEnzZ leR
this year celebration of CNY not arresting at all
to me i think
CoZ...so many friends not joining me
most of them dont know do what thing
didnt mind at all
not giving me even a sms
these kind still have to counted as friendSss..
why im so rurefulness
always meet the wrong guySsss..
in fact,
i do like to hang around .. joke around ... ...chit chat with gang ...have fun together.. ..
but they seem troublesome
so sad.. ...
true feeling... suddenly feel so lonely...feel like no one is care about me anymore..no matter what thing i have done..no matter how good i have achieve..thats all my own business and not important or meaningful for anyone
same as my parents..
my family
im just the only one who care what the things have done
just the only one who work very hard
just the only one who console ..who give comment
and anything else..
sound more painfulness ..

although.. ...still need to smile
smile brightly
smilE Bigly
till the mouth cannot open anymore
till the mood turn better
till the stress all come burst out

dont wanna be the lonely guy anymore
i want to find the thing which can make me laugh
want to find the people who can make me smile without worried anything
are there someone i can be waiting for
are there someone who waiting for me
i hope so
hope there are someone
hope there are something
finally,
best wishes to myself
Dont Worry
Be Happy -- ---