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This week,'ops',properly know it as last week,is my 3rd week of March of Taekwondo lesson.
To me,it is really worst,first time felt so sad about practising in the team.
I do like TKD very much,even find  the information  about TKD in internet,
do like it very very very much,and happy as i am one of the member,
but that day,i really felt so sad..because about some matter ...
haiZz. . ..
First,
one of the member,suppose to say she is my 'xue jie'as she is brown belt ..when the lesson was going on,
i felt lonly because all my friends,the member that i have known,they all did not come,Brenda,Nee Jia,Connie,
they all absent,
Oo my gosh
but
nevermind
that time
i reallt feel nevermind
even i am the only girl was training with those guys
of course at the moment
then some gals came
but i do not really know them
so well
the activity went on
actually quite fun

but i changed my mind when the instructur asked us to trained as "partner two two"
well,as i did not have any friends,of course, i suppose to find a girl partner,around me there was just Sherry,
ya,just her,and as a common sense,odf course i would find her as my partner,and i thought she feel in this way too
but her face proved that my sense was totally wrong
she looked like do not wanna be my partner
but of course she did not say anything
but according to my 6th sense
then
the insructur asked us to practise with partner for chopping kick and front kick,if no mistake
and i did not really know what was that,i am totally confused,
so i asked her to expain to me about the pattern or techniques
don know isnt i am stupid,but i did not really know what she trying to teach,
i am totally confused at that time
keep doing stupid action
she was getting impatient and her face turned black and blaky
*_*
i am scared!!
but felt "wu nai"more
i did not really know how i am going to do
just hope that i wouldnt do anything wrong again
but
as a conclusion,

brieftly and truely,
this gal,to me is really "bo kuan"
##
what the ..
she supposed to teach me but not angry with me
okay i know she is talented because according to Connie she just get gold medal in a TKD competition
well but to me
that is just "kanasai"!!
rude!!
she is rude, and "sombong"
i dont like this girl!!





--
Well
so long
phew~

now talks about the
second,

is actually nothing
because influenced by the first reason
the following lesson i totally felt "bo lat"
i am really sad
and think myself stupid too
just think that i am stupid
not others fault
well
the intructor told us about the sparring competition
he chose many people for the competition
he also had pointed me
but is pointed for saying that these people could choose whether want to take part or not
or just going for watching ..maybe
haiZz
yaR
i know i am still lausy
but
"cough"
i feel like want to go ..
HAHA
kinda a joke
i think if i take part
must get punch till look like a stupid pig
so i decide not to go
go for watching?
see first,"sigh"
now really feel sad about TKD ..

ps:i hate my shirt,i dont have realised that my shirt is really TOO big to me  ==/// ..
well
forget about it
the first  thing has totally make me down
no mood to talk and care about the other things anymore

i hope that i wont hate to go
or scared to go
at the following time
hope that i still have mood to go
hope so .... .... ....

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