How's the Weather Today?

开始感觉自己像个白痴
really act like an idiot
already promised would forget everything that should not be there
but until now,the images still keep appeared.. ..
why?i am so complicated ..
越想忘记，就越是想起。越想逃避，感觉就越深。
好累！！

academics ..
i am so sad about that.
i did not score the target i have made.. ..
is so sad ..
my spirit went down also
this is the worst thing
everything just come together
i am stupid
always let these stupid,silly things to trouble my mind

关系
parents
i am so disappointed
i cry
cry because of self-pity
do not know how they think about me
but i think what i want,they cannot give me
because they never know my feeling
never willing to discover
never try to find out
i think
just not willing to do so
cause ..lazy
..busy
..and
.....

friends
i am so sorry
for some of you
i know you guys really take me as your friend
may be just my own feeling
but
i do felt sorry
for some
i felt sorry too
cause
i dont like you


明天
又会如何
今天
快乐的感觉没有盯上我
我会如何
我真的想快乐
只要快乐就好
会幸福
就好。